This is the very first song I recorded. It was done, if I remember correctly, sometime in the summer of 2003. At this point in my career, I had been a musician for about 4 years. Many thanks to Bryan Crow who was the one who pressed me to record this on his laptop. You can hear him talking at the beginning of the song. He was even kind enough to remind me of the lyrics to my own song.
lyrics
I feel dead just sitting here waiting for something to happen.
Pushing away all the cheap fun,
wondering when I came undone.
I'm not heading anywhere.
I know it's my fault and I am wrong.
I know it's my fault but I can't stop.
It's how I've always reacted to changes that occur in my life and it's so hard to change.
Like winter branches lined with snow and ice, Sam Ray (Ricky Eat Acid, Teen Suicide)'s latest is delicate, spare, melancholy, and beautiful. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 3, 2018